TWOPENCE + LADY

Autumnal Equinox. 🍂 Time for the ground work to begin again. And again. And again.
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The videos of the excavators were taken 7 years apart. The single excavator was shot on September 19, 2017 in the midst of one of the hardest years I struggled in silence alone. It would be a year later when everything became unearthed and I was tasked to confront a lot of things. .. and I’m not quite sure how I survived it if I’m truly being honest. I had to come to terms with a lot of things. It took one more really good year to gain the strength to actually do something about it. And so I did. Skip 7 years after the first uprooting, I’m closing out soooo many things. ::The last bit of things:: So much has changed and this year has been another one of those catalytic years when big shifts happen and I’ve discovered unhealed parts of me surfacing. Unexpected. But was it really? Stuff is stored in your body and there comes a time when it’s got to leave the body to release all that sticky old energy to free yourself.
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I’ve changed so much. I don’t even recognize myself sometimes and I truly didn’t expect to feel so much all the friggin time. But like all things… you begin again and again and again… AND EACH TIME it fuggin gets better and better. Because when you know better, you do better and life is so fluid… you’ll never be stuck if you are willing to move through the murky shit, do your shadow work, and cleanse yourself from the past, whether it was real or imagined.
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I can say with my CHEST that it ALWAYS gets better… and sometimes somethings take time. Could be in year increments or longer or shorter.. but the results of balancing out your shit is alchemy turned into GOLD. And again and again and again.
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Divine.partnerships.friendships.allships

🍂🤎🍂, K.